Andaiku Pergi

Tajuk: Andaiku Pergi

Artis: Mirwana

Andai diriku pergi

Tinggalkanmu sendiri

Usah kau sedih

Usah tangisi duga dari Ilahi

Andaiku pergi dulu

Tiba tika dan waktu 

Telah tertulis takdir untukku

Perjanjian yang Maha Agung

Doakan ku sejahtera disisiNya

From his mp3 collections. One of the songs that are still stuck in my head coz he always played his favourite artists songs or albums non-stop. In the car, at home and even his office.

Bila dengar lagu ini, teringat suaranya menyanyi seiring lagu. Pujuk diri untuk tidak terus menerus bersedih. Pujuk hati supaya redha atas pemergiannya. 

 إِنَّا لِلَّهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُونَ

 

"To Allah We belong, and to Him is our return"

Death

We talked about my fear of you leaving me all alone in this world. Then the talk became what if I left you first...

We never did have a long and serious talk about it. About death. 

You simply said, "If I die, Allah will take care of you and Alia.".

I could not argue with that. So we left it there. 

Allah, The The Provider, The Protector and The Most Merciful is always taking care of us all. No doubt about it.

Life

Life. An all-time learning process.

So many things that I had learned these past few years. Things that I would like to keep it down somewhere before it is lost and forgotten.

A place to express, reflect and remind myself of many important things in life.